When I was a child, I often went to my grandfather's house to play. It was so young that I used to make the bench a table. My grandfather always rode the old Wizard car and carried my brother and I to Beitou to bathe in hot springs and play in the horse field. It was also at the horse field that I found that I was fascinated by this combination of energy and beauty. The crisp sound of bones, muscles, and horse hooves knocking on the ground made me feel a wonderful feeling. I don't know what it was, but I was sure I was excited. One day, I started to want to record the current feeling with my pen. Instead of expressing it in words, I naturally reflected the symbols I wanted to pass on in my heart in a linear way. From this, I found that I never painted my life and could actually put my liking into the white world, or maybe one day I would become extraordinary because I found a medium to talk and talk to myself. My strength in the learning stage is physical education, but my other side is still obsessed with painting, painting courses, painting exam papers, painting napkins, painting tablecloths……… As long as it is white paper, I always want to put it in another world. One day at the time of junior high school, an art teacher gave me a picture paper and a promotional paper and asked me to represent the school in the art competition. I didn't think much about it. I used two painting methods to paint the same topic, and I got a prize. I had poor academic performance, and suddenly I felt that I was not the same as other classmates. I also had the opportunity to be admitted to the art class when I graduated. Due to family factors, I couldn't do it. I had to step into the world of field with a pair of running shoes. However, the heart that was so eager to draw and full of desire completely exploded in high school, and I was also fascinated by the logic and theory in painting …… to this day.
Sports training accounts for life in the process of learning, and has deeply felt these processes, but at that time, a large number of sportsmen's works were painted, fascinating their muscles and lines, and also studying the psychological and physiological conditions of sportsmen, as well as the presentation of physical conditions such as applying force and relaxation. Therefore, the sportsman stage will be of great help to me later, whether it is laying the foundation for painting and techniques, or the strengthening of all the difficulties and decisions.
Continuously learning in the environmentAll the way, I kept exploring, and never interrupted. When I saw a long tea set with dragons and phoenixes, I used the calculation paper to imitate the details, and then I drew the Dragon Boat Festival Dragon Boat in the TV; it was also because of a new topic. , extending to other objects of the same principle, such as the animals with four feet start from horses, and then think of cows, dogs, cats, etc., I am a young art teacher in the class who is responsible for wall painting competitions. From childhood to urination, I am fascinated by the cooperation between painting calligraphy and paper.
I remember that the movie boards in my childhood were hand-painted. When I was riding the bus, I would silently observe the paintings of each cinema and who was most similar. At that time, I was very curious how such a large wooden board could capture the proportion of posters? One time I accidentally discovered that there were several film board teachers on Tingzhou Road. I took a bus to go there. I watched the teacher take a poster and folded it in half. After it was opened, it became a nine-palace grid. Then I also painted the nine-palace grid on the large wooden board, drawing one by one, and writing the manuscript in this way has made a great progress in learning at that time. In class, I always stared at the front of the blackboard. The teacher must have thought that I was a true student. In fact, I was staring at the statue of the father on the blackboard as a painting subject. I also imitated historical figures in history books, such as Qiu Jin, Song Jiaoren, Lu Haodong, Liu Yan and others. In addition, national flags and various automobile magazines around the world have become painting topics. At this time, I also learned the POP advertising paintings that were common at that time, and every bit of them was invisibly laying the foundation for the subsequent painting career.
A trapped environment is an important part of the nutrition.The original family has a great impact on me. My father has been doing business for a long time and is often not very successful. He has accumulated a lot of debts. We move very often. We have moved seven times a year. Zeng Nan lived in Jiayi for two years and lived in a large hole in the guest hall. The construction of …… has caused me to feel inferior in my heart. I often feel that nothing is as good as others in school. For this reason, we brothers have been very well-behaved since childhood and will help our family. When we grew up, we would like to make money to solve economic problems at home and reduce our burdens.
I think I am an old soul, but I am just being hurried in the body of a child. My thoughts and thinking since childhood have become very mature, and I have the thought of growing up quickly. I also know that I have to rely on my own hands to have a good future. My first job was in a supermarket. Later, I also worked as a restaurant service student, beef noodle shop store, convenience store store, drug experiment target, and temporary actor ……… During those years, I didn’t give up the opportunity to make money, but I didn’t stop exploring paintings. Although I still didn’t think about becoming an artist, these life experiences were precious treasures in the future.
I have worked a lot of jobs, and I mainly want to integrate into the social and physical education field as soon as possible. During the summer vacation of college, my classmates in the Department of Physical Education had many opportunities to work, and my other weapon was painting. I used my hand to paint the POP poster to post to my parents in the streets and alleys. This was an interesting experience and also welcomed many work opportunities. Since then, I have been very sensitive to increasing my own value and unsubstituted vision.
The self-study of the peak road"Ideas will not take shape from the beginning, they are fragmentary and will only take shape after they are done."
Bokaso once said, "It took me four years to learn painting like Raphael, and spend the rest of my life to paint like a child.. "What the artist pursues is the process of the beginning and end of life. He will say this because he has more and more burdens as he grows up, and he is increasingly unable to make simple paintings. From a different perspective, this is also a place where artists can afford to find themselves in the creation process and complete some regrets that they have not been able to fulfill.
I am very special at home. Except for my aunt, my family thought I was weird (to be honest, I felt that too, especially when I was with my classmates), and my father even said, "If you paint again, just carry your hands!" When I picked up the newspaper, I would naturally look for literary pages or advertisements. I don't know what I was looking for. Sometimes I would think that someone is interested in something, and it seems that it is a bit inherent in it.
When I was a child, I showed my talent for painting. In addition to being an art teacher and a technician in the class, I often compete and win awards on behalf of the school. However, the art training process requires financial support. If my family does not allow me, I will study the art class and then slowly move forward in the other direction.
When I was admitted to the Sports Department and finished my study successfully. Since I was unable to use running as a career, and I was responsible for the family, I worked and worked all kinds of people, and I could only rely on myself. It can be imagined that in the real and cool situation, it is impossible to think about painting. I can only first consider myself and my family, and wait for any opportunity with a positive and optimistic mood.
Times of painting like a childWhen I was a child, my aunt was the person who encouraged me to paint the most and valued my painting talent the most. What impressed me was that my aunt gave me a book containing famous watercolor artists from all over the world to imitate, and also gave me a box of Chinghua brand watercolors. For me at that time, it was as precious as a girl who had obtained a brand-name bag!
Because it is often painted, the tools consume very quickly, and there is no pocket money to replace new watercolor pens and art tools at any time. Later, it was difficult to use iron wires, rubber straps to fix the pens and bristles to protect the watercolor pens. It cannot be completely soaked during washing, so you can only wash and dry the pens to prevent the pens from falling. I used this calligraphy to paint all the idol superstars Zhang Xueyou and Liu Dehua …… the highest record was thirteen hours a day without eating! It was not until I grew up a little and saved some money that I started buying a better watercolor paper, but it was still very long. Every page was full and I changed to the next page. I couldn't tear it off after I finished painting, and I always cherished all my resources.
Recalling this memory, I feel precious. I don't think it's hard. For me, painting is extremely time-consuming and enjoyable, and all the efforts I put in are worth it. This also affects me now. I often think back to the feeling of painting at home when I was a child, so when I was creating, I also play music I heard when I was a child, hoping that the state can always stop in that time, that single pure and happy time.
Unfortunately, my aunt left us very early due to illness. Before leaving, she explained more carefully that I could not give up the painting. I always think of her, and I think I shouldn't be overwhelmed by her. I hope she can feel relieved when she looks at me in the sky.
Book Introduction
Book Name: Better than yesterday
Author: Guo Yufu
Publisher: Kaite Culture
Publishing Date: 2019/12/19
Author Introduction/Guo Yufu KUO YEN FU
Born in 1979. He is an artist, creative performer and actor. In 2005, he debuted as a music idol group, and his works spanned various fields such as music, hosting, drama performance, fashion modeling, etc. When I was young, I was full of talent, preferences and understanding of artistic creation. For myself, art is the most peaceful place in a busy world. Then, in order to realize his long-term dream, he resolutely gave up his accumulated performance and comfort circle, devoted himself to art, buried his first creation, and gradually established his own magazines and brands on the road of aesthetics, communicated and interacted with the world through his works, and hoped that he would persist in art and put it into practice in life.